voice ! please lisend me ?!

suara , dengarkanlah aku . apa khabarnya pujaan hatiku . aku disini menunggunya , masih berharap di dalam hatinya. Ya Allah ! memang betul-betul membuatkan aku pengsan, lembut lutut when i c him . why ? panggung je kepala then nmpk dy. OMG ! aq nak lari dari dy . tpi , kenapa hati aq ? ney ?? ntah .. aq g psar mlm tdih around 6.45 p.m i c him . with his bf . best friend ler . he's already had ANNIS , his GF . Damn . then , imake u-turn to buy nasi ayam by the same niat, i want to c him again ! i really BOOM ! and the same kedaiy , he standing behind me ! damn again . adakah dia sengaja ? tpi , kenapa ? you had ANNIS . please , don't do like that to me . ypu make me crazy. you know . CRAZY !!! tpi dy ta bli , mus yang beli . aq denagr suara dy . em , no feel ! haha . blyh lahh . but , how can i explain to you ? ANNIS , you was lucky bc0z still s0meone love you . and '?' , you also very lucky bc0z ANNIS can accept you without any complain . you know ? you chubby , you're ntio handsome but a little bit chummle . i BOOM ! i hope Allah  will open my heart to 4get you and try to find the another guy . Amin Ya Rabbil Alamin . aq msuk kereta , aku diam . ar0und 6.55 p.m , 0dw na g pustaka su sien yein , suara songs came out . Dush ! Hit me again ! OMG !! his fav. song . 

suara ? dengarkan lah aku ??! please , for the last time?